Jump Starting The New Year

I don't think people who are 'naturally thin' realize how difficult it really is to diet. I have a sister, who I swear cannot possibly be related to me, as she weighs like two pounds. She doesn't eat like crazy, in fact she is so over the top careful, that she is happy eating 5 M&M's, while I want the whole pounder bag.

I know we're told to eat and drink what we want within our point rang, but sometimes I feel like I just want to break out and go nuts!

I've been working so long to lose the weight and keep it off. I don't understand why, if you work so hard to get the pounds off, they just don't stay there?

Tonight I'm cooking a shrimp stir fry for our dinner. Trust me. Usually it's not this interesting. Tomorrow is chicken. I'm allowing myself 1 beef meal a week. 

I'm trying to start the New Year by jump starting my diet. How are you doing?