Sunday, September 27, 2009

I was thinking about this journey I have been on for nearly two years. I have felt the real highs of being at goal, wearing clothes I'd only dreamed about wearing again, and I have also felt the lows of my first meeting weigh in, regaining some weight after my Dad died (14 pounds!) and I have been wondering where I am going now. Do I go back to that low number, do I say the heck with it and just try to maintain where I am?

I struggled with this for a few weeks and then I decided that the reason I came to WW to begin with, is that I am just not ready to give up on myself!

So no, I am not going to pick a new goal weight. I am not going to give in, give up and go status quo. Nope, I am going to get back to my original goal weight! I will fit into those clothes again and I will feel happy about who I have worked so hard to become!

I am not giving up on me!

Morning
1 item egg whites	0
1 servings Fiber One Raisin Bread	2
6 oz Raspberry nonfat yogurt	1
1/4 large cantaloupe	1
2 cup(s) black coffee	0
2 servings Fat Free Creamer	0
6 packets Splenda Fiber	0
Subtotal	4
Midday
1 cup lettuce	0
1 cup tomatoes	0
1/2 breast cooked boneless, skinless chicken breast	3
1 cups cucumbers	0
2 Tbsp fat-free blue cheese dressing	1
2 Tbsp bacon bits, imitation	1.5
2 servings Fat Free Creamer	0
6 packets Splenda Fiber	0
2 cups black tea, without sugar	0
1 serving Cranberry Juice Sugar Free	0
Subtotal	5.5
Evening
1 items refrigerated grilled chicken breast fillet	3
5 oz cooked sweet potato	2
2 1/4 Tbsp Jellied Cranberry Sauce	1
Subtotal	6
Anytime
1 serving(s) Ritz Crackerfuls	2
1 small apple(s)	1
1 cup Broccoli	0
Food Pts.used	18.5
Food Pts.remaining	0.5